stuff and thigns yeah i guess thats it i kinda wigged out last night i dont know it was crazy ihave to water elemnts and im jsut a catalyst...im starting to believe that what everyone else says is true...but if it is true then why do i feel so safe around the people i should why do i not want him to stop touching me why do i never want her to go away again...why do i feel nothing inside....he took my pain she grunded my soul it was an unexplicable night an frak ion know what distruction causes..but myblood saved my life and fre and ice cn destroythe world...why am i here again?