Im tired of being alone so hurry up and get here
I couldve met you in a sandbox
I couldve passed you on the sidewalk
Could i have missed my chance
and watched you walk away...


my life so bitterly resembles this song..and the sad part is only one person reads this thing and one of the reasons im so upset today is cause of that person..i just dont understnad how a person who calls themselves a good friend and seemed as excited as i was about saturday cuz just up and ditch me for a guy and a nudie bar...the fact of the matter is we talked that afternoon adn things seemed to be going as planned and then...this...im confused and hurt and scared and i dont know anymore...i have the person im supposed to live up to and i cant bear tog et myself to do it....you broke me lovie...and i miss you but im so hurt right now.....